a tarot reading: to whomever may need it

 

think of whats troubling you before we draw the cards. while you think, let me explain to you how the reading is gonna work⋆⋆☆⋆⋆⋆⋆☆⋆⋆

there's gonna be 3 cards in front of us. left to right: your future, your present, your fortune. the cards only work if you have a question in mind and make a conscious effort to relate the meaning of the card to your personal problem.

here's my question: should i leave my job (which i hate) even if it gives me financial stability and try for a new one (that would make me happy) risking not ever getting it ?

do you have yours ? 

lets start with your future: more specifically, your immediate future. these are signs to look out for or elements that will affect the rest of the read. this is the motivation for your journey  

 

 

5 OF RINGS (hero draw/upwards): you're in a tight spot because you don't have what you need at the moment. unfortunately, the world keeps turning, so you need to think of something- quick ! look at what resources you have and see what you can do to get by right now.

 ˖✮ oh do i relate to that sad little bear. i expected my immediate future to be exactly like that. i would say i do not have the emotional resources to make a change in my life, not that i have ever had any. change scares me in pathological ways, i'm a firm believer of "better the devil you know (than the devil you don't)". even if i'm miserable i'm still too scared to change anything around me. i did think of something tho (a plan, if i can call it that). there's this online degree to work as an archivist at libraries/museums (my dream job), and i do have the money for it. i could apply for it and study it without leaving my current job. which could open me some new doors without making too big of a change in my life. 

❃ how does this card relate to your question ? 

now, your present ! this card represent you ! right now ! is it the starting point you were expecting ? look back at your first card and consider how is it influencing you now. what prompted you to take action ??

TIME (hero draw/upwards) (the wheel of fortune): change is on the horizon. maybe you saw it coming, maybe not, but you should be ready for it. pay attention to where you've been and think about where you want to be. you'll be making that journey soon !

 ˖✮what a scary card to get after my whole reflection back there. but i guess, let's do it !! ! i'm gonna reach out to the university and ask when does the new semester starts. and if that doesn't work out i can always look for other degrees ! !!

❃ what about you ? do you vibe with the owl ? 

 

and finally, your fortune: this is the resolution. the answer you found or the action you take from the second card will result in the third card.

 

5 OF FIRE (dark draw/reversed): you're making an effort to keep the peace. you're respectful of others' points of view. here the draw suggests a situation got too heated already, and now you need to walk things back.

 ˖✮this time i feel like the fight is against myself. i've been listening to my anxiety for way too long, she's been dictating every decision i make my whole life. i do try to keep the peace and it's so much easier to just hide and not ever do anything scary. but i am sad. i hate so many parts of my life, and i've been so uncomfortable for so many years. maybe it is time i do something even if it gives me crazy anxiety ! it might be worth it in the long run, right ?

❃ what does this card tell you ? 

 

 

and yes, this is a sonic tarot deck (and i have many other fun ones, if you ever need another reading) 

also do you guys know Sleepy Keys ASMR on youtube ? because she inspired this post, i love her tarot videos, they're so silly and fun and relaxing. those are the vibes im going for. check her out if you like asmr !

and if you have any questions on how to make the connection between the cards and your troubles don't be afraid to ask ! (i'm also monomalo on tumblr if you rather send me an anonymous ask than leave a comment here)  

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the official sonic the hedgehog amy rose's fortune deck